Our Most Valuable Duit Raya. Ever.

Cruella DeVulgar and her bundles of joy

Yay! we did it. actually Linda did it. i just "oohed and ahhhed" thru the phone. But yes, Cruella is a first time mummy and we're proud grandmamas! hahahahaha.. I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY I CANNOT REMEMBER THE MEANING OF HAPPY!

There are 5, i repeat FIVE little ones (count 'em if you can) and they're all oh-s0-adorable!. And the best part, all on the first of Syawal. Alhamdulillah.

Ngeeee~

I Won! yay!

Okay, so entered this Word Triathlon thingy in campus just now. we had to complete a crossword puzzle, an anogram and answer these questions regarding animal babies. (what is a baby aligator? alibaby..aha)

guess what?? I WON!! woot! woot! and with a score of 92 summore...:))

so as the first prize, i got MPH vouchers worth rm80. not much, but it's high time i get new books to fall in love with.

special thanx goes to L, because she pushed me to enter at the very last minute, and helped me a lot too! even though she kene marah by the organizers! hehe...that's y i love her!
my classmates helped too! thanx guys!

all in all, a jolly good day in campus! except for one or two mishaps. but we're good, or we will be good.heh. yay!

Food for Thought 01

Was bored, so wanted to share...

Robin Thicke - The Next George Michael?

To care, or not to care?

Seriously people, wake up and smell the coffee! Shh...hallo.

Feel the need to be pretentious every damn day of your life? You might be living by one/all of these philosophies:

1. Just fit in, no matter what.
2. I'm a people pleaser.
3. Everybody has to love me or I'm dead.
4. I'm great and you're not.Period.
5. I can't survive without these people.
6. A king can't rule without his subjects.
7. Am i the only cool person here?
8. OMFG! Did anyone see me do that?
9. All the cool people are flunking, so wht the heck?
10. Honesty is SO NOT the best policy!

Feel like you are superior and you don't give a crap about how other people might feel? Then these are your words of wisdom:

1. I'm doing it because I can.
2. Fuck you people. Fuck the world.
3. No one understands me, i'm too unique.
4. It's my way or the highway.
5. I don't affect you, you don't affect me.
6. Ahh, I just don't give a rat's ass.
7. Ask me if I care?
8. So?

These are the two shitty aspects in life that get us all bunged up. We bang into each other's lives pretending not to care OR pretending to care but in fact we're doing so much more than that.
Acting like something matters to you like your life depends on it only really works in the event that you're life actually DOES depend on it.
And pretending that something doesn't matter at all only proves that you are too selfish and that big of a chicken shit to announce to people that you actually do care and you actually do give a crap about what happens. In any matter, going out of your way to prove stuff to yourself and other people just shows that your not being true to number one, to yourself...the one who REALLY matters.

So there, do you really care or are you such a loser that you have to pretend to care (it makes you feel a part of something big, and it feels good dunit?), or do you actually give a shit and you make sure people don't know that coz then your weaknesses would be exposed. (we can't have that now, can we?)

In any case, both of these aspects are of the same nature. Both require you to PRETEND. to not be who you really are. and that. is. just. too. fucking. sad.
So, if either of you think you're above the other, you're dead wrong. it takes one pretentious idiot to recognize another and that's that.

We all do it from time to time. But the real question is, how far would you go to prove it?

Hear yee, hear yee!

Okay, i'm gonna like, vent. So, pegi mati, aku nak berbahasa ibunda sebentar.

Kepada lelaki lelaki yang perasan betul je, perasan bagus, perasan hot dan yang sewaktu dengannye..igt! lelaki di dunia bukan seorang. enjoy..

OI! pukimak! kau igt kau tu bagus sgt ke? eh, aku tak rugi la hilang someone like you! lagi senang hidup aku la bodoh! kalau sekor sekor hot, xpe aku paham. ni dengan boroi, dengan pendeknye dengan gigi xde, dengan english nye tak btul, dgn cocky tak bertempatnye..haih.. hah!!...no need to interpret anymore signals, or try to decode everything that you say! takan laaa kau ni bodoh sampai tahap mcm tu kot? oi! belajar tinggi-tinggi tapi bodoh bertingkat-tingkat! pukimak tak pukimak, kau igt aku heran kau tu nak salam tgn tok kadi? lagi aku suke la. as ur friend, kau kene la fikir i'm happy for you stupid!!! pukimak, pikir la kau punye bini tu nanti. okay, kalau kau ckp kau sayang bini kau, kau takan buat dia mcm ni. aku ni sape la kan...takpe, aku faham, mmg btul pun. TAPI wahai si pukimak, perangai kau yang sial ni dah sebati dengan darah daging kau la. hati kau tu dah busuk! dah kotor! dah hitam! aku ni isap rokok, paru-paru je yang kotor. aku buleh hidup dgn aman lagi la kot! WHY THE HELL DO YOU THINK ALL THIS SHIT IS HAPPENING????? Reality therapy stupid! Go google it! Takde bende dlm dunia ni jadi sebab org lain punye pilihan, this is happening to you because of the choices YOU made. so sekarang dah salah, dah byk bende jadi busuk, kau nak start point fingers la? BOLEH! aku tak kesah. korang nak salahkan aku? BOLEH! aku silakan. TAPI! kau igt ni, every finger you point, ur pointing four fingers to urself. hah. kau nak carik gaduh ngan aku ke pukimak??? WRONG GIRL!!! org lain boleh la...hahah..mcm ni la, from now on, everything yang kau cakap, aku ya kan je...tapi dlm hati aku gelak teguling2! THINK ABT THAT! This applies to ALL YOU GUYS! bukan sorang dua je...korang tu, SAME JE SUMER!

Cakap dah settle, aku pun dah suke dh kau mcm dah change la sket. until you really said wht you meant, just now. baru la nak kuar dari mulut kau tu. knape tak mlm tu? knape kene nangis and mintak maaf when you still have shit to say? hah? eee...bodoh la bodoh! aku malu la bodoh, aku malu untuk kau, aku malu untuk aku. same je semua, perangai mcm betina. YOU GUYS ACT LIKE GIRLS!!! pastu kau kutuk kawan aku, kau cakap faggot la, gay la....AT LEAST HE TELLS THE TRUTH! tak pompuan mcm korang! ha..depan kitorang bukan main lagi cakap tak puas hati dgn ni la, nak belasah ni la, byk masalah dgn tu la...BILE TIME DH JUMPE RAMAI2, BOLA KORANG JATUH!!!! KOTE PUN TERGANTUNG JE MCM NAK JATUH! haih...BODOH TAU BODOH!

for once in your miserable lives, tell the fucking truth! sakit tu sekejap je, compared to the disasters that lies can bring! Dah nampak sendiri kan ape yang boleh jadi?? tak nampak kan??? IT'S ALL HAPPENING IN FRONT OF UR EYES STUPID! tlg la, cakap kau to logic, tak suke bende2 yang kabur. ni kabur lagi ke? haih...udah udah le tu... bukak mata, lihat dan belajar dari kesilapan!

Sucks to be me.

SHITTY WEEK! shitty shitty crappy sucky awful annoying ugly busuk stoopid dumbo very very very shitty week!

and i'm so not exagerating!

how do you redo your life?

Sunny side up? i understand things much more better now. Silver lining at its best.

hello earthlings.

FOOUHHHHHHH... tiup habuk! ngeee~