Hope for the Hopeless.

When did you start promising yourself that this was gonna be the last time! i'm never gonna do this again...and then you promised yourself the same thing the next time, and the time after that, and after that and pretty soon you just forgot your promise and made a whole other new promise to yourself. hmm...ur hooked! hahaha...you low life addict! you no good person with no self-control! none whatsoever!!

truth be told, we're all hooked on to something, whether we choose to acknowledge it or not, its happening. be it cigarettes, or dope or alcohol or a half-hearted lover (oops!heh.) yeap, love is the worst kind of drug.period.

you promise yourself that this is the last you're ever gonna let him/her use you, the last you're gonna let him/her call you names, insult you or treat you like a dog, and the last time you're ever gonna let him/her break your precious heart into a million pieces. well, it never really was the last time was it? it kept on going and going and going..because you had hope, and that hope kept you going thru all the mess, and it kept you from breaking down. that hope was your strength.and it still is. at least you think it is.

HOPE can be your friend or your foe. doesn't really go that well though, you're bound to get hurt sooner or later. well, there's always hope...haha hope again. yeap..hope's always there, in any kind of situation. ur drowning in the ocean, well there's always hope. ur dying of cancer, someone could find a cure in time to save you. you're waiting for him to show up at your doorstep but he doesn't. is there hope? hmm...torture, never-ending torture. but there's hope. your best friend and worst enemy in any kind of situation.